Monday, July 16, 2012

Chapter One


Chapter One


“Anything Bad That Can Happen, Will”





A scream rent the air of my castle walls in the pre-dawn hours of the morning.  It was shrill and loud, raising my hackles and chilling my blood cold.  It was a scream of terror and pain, and one I would recognize anywhere.  Having heard it many times over the last eleven years, every time my charge would find herself in trouble.



Before I could consciously consider what I was doing, I had leapt to my feet, over the desk in my chambers and was flying down the hall to Rin’s rooms.  Materializing a moment later just outside her door, I was nearly knocked to my knees by the horrible stench that wafted to my nose.  It was vile; like rotten flesh mixed with the petal blossom scent that made up her natural fragrance.  It was enough to make me physically ill.



Rin. 



With the smell of venom laced blood floating thickly in the air, I pushed past the Rin’s frantic handmaiden that met me upon opening her door; blubbering about the end of days.  It was difficult at first to decipher much more than that at the time; the woman was far too upset and that I didn’t fully understand either, until I say Rin with my own eyes.



With a quiet snarl, I brushed past Shiori without the slightest care to her wellbeing.  Rin was all that mattered and my Rin was in danger.  Rin was my only concern.



As I approached her bedside the noxious smell of venom grew stronger, sickening me more with every step.  It was not so much the smell that weakened my stomach or threatened to tear my feet from under me.  No.  The sickness lay within the knowledge that that horrible smell was pouring of my Rin in waves. 



She was so obviously sick that I was furious with the other for not have noticing before now, but mostly I was angry with myself. 



If I had just checked on her.



In the past I had always considered myself a strong demon, a specimen worthy of my bloodline; a demon that feared nothing or no-one.  But in this moment I found myself completely terrified.  My beloved Rin; my reason for living was failing right before my very eyes.



My eyes widened at the sight of her thrashing form.  It was as if she was possessed as her body arched off the bloody linens.  She was sweat soaked and pale.  Her breathing was labored and she seemed to be in great pain.  But most shockingly of all was the human blood that seemed to be releasing itself from her every pore. 



Faster than I thought myself possible I took the space behind her and pulled her back tightly to my chest as I tried still her lashing arms.  She seemed to calm ever so slightly as I assumed she would.   This strange little human always appeared to be comforted by my aura instead of frightened by it.



“Jaken!”  I snapped in my irritation.  I felt completely helpless to the situation at hand; not something I found myself comfortable with and my anger was quickly getting the better of me.



He appeared almost instantly looking bed haggard and rubbing the sleep from his eyes with a tiny clawed hand. 



Worthless, I thought as he stumbled through the open doorway completely oblivious to the goings on within, muttering hatefully about the hour in which he’d been woken.



“Yes, My Lord,”  he bowed as he addressed me without looking, still in a partial dream like state.  “How can this faithful servant be of use—



Rin wailed again, her back completely arcing out of my arms as her chalky pale and cracked lips parted in a scream of agony; deafening Jaken’s groveling.  His eyes bulged at the sight of us both drenched in her blood as I held her and snapping him into action and out of his gaping stupor.



“Rin!”  He yelled, horror lacing his tone as he dropped his staff and rushed to my side. 



As something caught my eye and a low growl rumbled in my chest as I held up a hand for him to be silent.  Two puncture wounds desecrated the beautiful pale skin just above her left breast and I seethed internally as visions danced through my mind; of all the sickening ways she might have ended up with another demon’s fangs in her chest.



There was venom lacing the wound as well; the spidery black veins that sprung from the bite and spread across her chest was enough to tell me that much.  The smell was pungent, vile and upon closer inspection I realized it was the venom of that damnable dragon demon I had slain not but a few hours ago.



My mind raced, question after question as I wondered how I hadn’t realized she had been poisoned.  How I had not realized she had even been bitten was a mystery, one I could only blame on my anger.  I had not been paying attention and had it not been for her screams, she would have died and I would have been none the wiser. 



Jaken was still spluttering about the room, muttering spells and potions under his breath.  He was only trying to think of ways to help but right in that moment nothing more could have grated upon my shaky nerves like his voice.  I couldn’t very well think with his constant jabbering.



“JAKEN!”  I snarled after finally having heard enough.  “Be silent.” 



His mouth instantly clamped shut at my command but before his eyes welled with tears and he started sniffling.  Whether it was for fear of Rin’s death or because I scolded him I decided didn’t really matter, only that he was finally quiet. 



With my mind able to think clearly an old remedy from my mother’s land sprung to thought, it might not work on a human but the attempt was worth it if the results were in Rin’s favor.



“Go to the gardens and instruct Yuri to steep me a tea of Blue Curl.  Then bring me a basin of cool water and some fresh clothing for Rin, the smell of this filthy venom is making me nauseous.”



Jaken remained silent through the entirety of my order and appeared to be calculating it all in his head; possibly trying not to forget anything, but my patience had long since passed and fury was seeping its way into my blood.



A menacing growl emanated from my chest as I let my irritation slip and Jaken gasped. 



“What are you waiting for?  Go!”  I snarled again.  It was a completely involuntary action now, my mate was in dire need of healing and he was standing there gaping at me still.  Should Rin die this night, I feared for the safety of the occupants of this castle, none would survive my rage.



He quickly sprang into action as he bolted through the door and went screaming down the hall, dragging Shiori behind him and barking out orders left and right; sending my castle into chaos.  And yet, I still didn’t care.  Rin was all that concerned me.



It felt like hours had passed as I waited out the return of my vassal and the arrival of Yuri, and yet I knew it had only been moments since Jaken’s departure.  Rin was still violently shaking in my arms like an evil spirit had enveloped her body and was trying to rip its way out through her chest.  Her heart was hammering like the galloping hooves of wild horses and I knew she had to be in a substantial amount of pain. 



In a need to comfort my dying mate, I placed a hand over her heart and she whimpered at my touch.  It was sound I truly never wished to hear from her lips for the rest of eternity. 



As another powerful spasm wracked her body, she screamed again; this time begging me to kill her and spare her the pain.  Her words were slurred and garbled but I understood them well.  She honestly wished to die and it was a token that she didn’t have much time left.



She couldn’t have known that killing her was something I could never do.  For how could she when I had never even breathed a word of my affection for her.  It made me despair, for now I might not ever regain that chance. 



Please don’t die, I silently begged.  For someone who had never begged for anything in his lifetime, I would bend upon knee to the lowest human if they could just save her.  I would beg now.  I would beg for her life and give mine if need be, for I couldn’t imagine a world without her sweet smile or the bell like sound of her song. 



It was then that I saw the blood streaming from her eyes like a river or red pain and I knew then, that I was out of time.  I had but one choice left and I prayed it wouldn’t kill her. 



I prayed to every deity and even my long absconded father that this last hope would bring her back to me.  It did not anger me as I thought it would to beg my father for help and I surmised that it was because I understood him now; understood how he could have ever let a mortal steal his heart.



As I said my last prayer, I pulled myself away from Rin’s body to lay her gently on the soaked surface of her bed and loomed over her prone form before I bit into the supple skin of her breast.  For long minutes I worked, pulling and spitting the toxic bile from her body; all the while raging at the blood memories I found there.  She had suffered so much while in the captive hands of that retch from Takada and it was I who failed to bring her home safely. 



As I continued to suck at her soft and heated skin, she let out weak sigh in what I believed to be pleasure.  Could it have been that she felt such desire from my touch that she would openly express it even in her pained state?



I would have to think upon that a later time.



Jaken and Yuri rushed in just as I was spitting the last mouthful of vile waste from her system.  Jaken seemed almost sickened by the sight, and a sight I’m sure it was.  But Yuri; one of my long trusted and faithful servants – looked to me with affection and some emotion I couldn’t quite place.  It was almost as she was proud of me.



As heartwarming as this moment should have been, I was getting irritated again by their standing about.



“What are you two fools doing?  Bring me what I have asked for!”  I growled. 



They seemed startled by this and they snapped into stride; quickly rushing to my side with the commodities I demanded.



Rin had long ago stopped screaming but her breathing had gone labored and her heart was unsteady and slow.



My Rin was fading.



Lifting her up, I retook my position at her back and brought the steaming cup of liquid to her lips as I silent begged her to drink.  She would not.



“Please,”  I audibly begged.  “Drink for your Lord.”



A weak smile ghosted across her lips as her eyes struggled to remain open and she croaked out,  “Anything…for you.”



Gagging at the tonics bitter taste, she managed to drink it down and all we could do was wait.



“It isn’t working, My Lord.”  Jaken cried in a near whisper as he slumped against the wardrobe at the far right of the room, obviously wanting to come offer his comfort but too terrified to approach.  It was by far the smartest thing I had ever seen him do.  There was not a possible way to predict how I would react to anyone who threatened the tranquility of my den.



As his words reverberated through my mind, reality crashed down upon me like boulders from the sky.  It wasn’t working.



Just as I finished the thought, Rin rose up and with her body came the tea of the Blue Curl as she violently expelled the potion and what seemed like the last of her human blood with it.  She fell back harshly onto my blood-soaked chest and heaved her final breath.  Her skin had turned ashen in a matter of moments, and her eyes that had been so warm and full of life were now black as coals and were as dead and lifeless as she was.

At the End

~At the End~

 



She was clean, methodical and everything a warrior should be.  Watching this demoness before me was like watching water move, she was all things grace and beauty and I had not even glimpsed upon her face.  She decimated her enemy with ease; taking off the Panther demon’s head with one swift swing of her sword.  Awed and enthralled, I slid forward in my chair; waiting impatiently for the moment when she might be revealed to me. 



She was a goddess.



Resentment and shame followed immediately after for thinking of another woman in such a way and I prayed to the heavens that Rin would forgive me from wherever she was.



The crowd of nobles cheered and my aunt clapped her hands along with them for the masked woman’s swift victory.  I could not; I was far too ashamed of myself and my unexplainable reaction to her.



I didn’t know how long the Gods would punish me for what happened to Rin, or how long I would punish myself for my failure.  If it was forever, then so be it; I would live out my eternity in this Hell.  It would be less than I deserved. 



A strange scream rose up in the audience down in floor below only to be deafened by the unmistakable howl of another Dog demon. 



Looking up, I met the golden hued eyes of the demoness that had so enraptured me, feeling compelled to stand as she sped towards me with the speed of a noble; double swords drawn.  Before I could grasp my sword, the pungent stench of brimstone and rotten flesh reached my nose and I snarled.  She screamed a moment later, yelling for me to take cover as she sent one of her swords directly at me.  I seemed to duck just in time and watched the pearl handled katana fly over my head. 



Blood instantly filled my nostrils, but it was not mine, it was far too repulsive to be any demon with invitation to this castle.  In fact I had not smelled such a foul stench since Rin had gone missing over a hundred years ago. 



It was the horrible reek of the Takada clan and their fir-breathers. 



My body turned on a pivot, a roar of outrage parting my lips as I bared my fangs at the revolting being pinned to my aunt’s palace wall; the sword of the demoness lodged deep within his shoulder.



Rage quickly coursed through my veins.  These filthy creatures had taken her from me; my Rin, and I would make this one pay!



One foot in front of the other I moved in stride towards my pray just as the Goddess of War herself came sailing over my head and landing with a graceful ease just in front of me.  She snarled and snapped like a wild animal and in that moment my curiosity renewed; I wanted so badly to see her face.



 The assassin as I could only deduce him to be, was struggling like a caged animal to break free of the sword that held him captive still.



I watched with a morbid inquisitiveness as the woman before barred her fangs in warning, hissing at him a holding the point of her remaining sword to his throat. 



Finally coming to my senses, I commanded.  “Enough!”



Turning to them both, I assessed the situation the best I could without killing him before questioning.  It was difficult in more ways than one.  I wanted to kill this best with my bare hands, and yet I wanted to torture the life from him and let him experience every misery he and his retched clan had subjected me to over the last hundred years; separated from my beloved mate.



Then there was her, my Goddess demoness.  Not being able to read her face made assuming her ulterior motive almost impossible.  Her eyes read easily enough though, they were swarming with fury; she wanted nothing more than to end this demon, but for what purpose? 



Was she with them, luring me into a false sense of security?  Or was he too close to being noticed and didn’t want him being questioned?



For some reason, I doubted either of my suspicions.  Something within my soul told me this woman would do me no harm.



“What is the meaning of this?”  I demanded impatiently, I wanted answers and I did not care who I had to cleave open to get them.



Fear rent the air as my prisoner trembled, the hilt of the masked woman’s blade shaking with his anxiety and I knew then I would be getting no answers at present.  Though he was terrified of me, his lips were set in a tight, thin line; denoting his arrogance and refusal.  It was of no matters, I still had other pressing matters to deal with.



This mysterious woman had much to answer for herself.  Why had she saved me so valiantly? 



“Guards!”  Quickly enough, I had at my disposal, twelve abled bodied men.   “Take this fifth to the barracks, I have questions for him.” 



They bowed quickly, moving with haste to remove him from my sight.  As one went to remove the sword of the demoness still standing to my left with her head bowed, overwhelming jealously rose up into the pit of my stomach and before I could contain myself, I growled deep and possessive.



“Wait,”  I called, raising my hand for them to stand down as I moved passed them.  “Stand aside.”



With little effort I jerked her weapon free and reviled in the pained cries from the intruder, his agony brought me a deep satisfaction; one that I had not felt since the day my wife disappeared from my sight.



“Jushiro, how fares my aunt?”  I asked as the men led the intruder away.



She was as expected, removed from the fight and secluded away into her room as soon as it was learned that security was breeched. 



We ended up losing fourteen of our soldiers from the lower ranks; the cursed Takada clan only lost two with another in my custody and one who retreated like the cowards that they were.



I held the hilt of the pearl handled sword in my hand and could feel its power singing to me like a familiar song.  It was a truly remarkable weapon and it only added to the growing list of questions I wanted to ask her.



Finally free of distractions, I handed the sword back to its owner, although hesitantly; still unsure of her intentions.  Yet I couldn’t find it in myself to see her as a threat to me.  “It is a truly magnificent sword.” 



She merely nodded her head in response, and for some reason her silence bothered me, so I tried again.



“You fought well, I am indebted to you.” 



With her gaze glued to the planked floor below, she remained silent but I could see her body slightly trembling.  What she did next shocked and angered me to the core.



Without word she threw herself into my arms, wrapping her arms around my neck like I might disappear should I let go.  She was a sobbing mess, muttering incoherent things I could not understand as her mouth was muffled by the robes that covered my chest.



Guilt ate at me as my thoughts drifted to Rin and what she would think about this harlot draped about my person like a jeweled necklace. 



With a snarl of indignation, I pushed the thought aside and with it, the demoness. 



I knew I most likely wore a look of shock and disgust as I snapped at her like a lowly whore.  “I know not who you are demon, but know that only my Lady is permitted to touch this Sesshomaru!” 



She looked just as astonished by her actions or perhaps it was that I pushed her away so callously after saving me.  But I could not forgive her actions so easily.  “I will forgive your transgression only because you saved my life, but be warned, should you do so again will lead to your death.”



Even as I said the words they seemed to turn to ash in my mouth.  It felt off to reprimand this stranger for such a thing and that in itself was odd.  Why would I feel guilty for pushing a woman who wasn’t Rin aside?  Had I grown so soft?



She trembled forcefully, her sobs wracking her body so hard I feared she might collapse.  Remorse ebbed its way into my soul once more as venomous tears trickled from her eyes; I had reduced a fierce warrior to a weeping woman. 



She gave me a heartbreaking glance from behind her mask as a pained whimper left her throat.  “It’s true then, you have taken another for your mate.” 



It wasn’t a question on her part and sounded more and more like a heart wrenching realization.  She believed me to be mated for a second time?  Or did she somehow know me from years ago and only realized I had taken Rin for a mate?  Did she somehow know Rin?  Had she seen her?  As more questions raced through my mind I became thoroughly confused. 



“What do you mean by ‘another mate’?  Who are you, Warrior?  Remove your face covering.” 



She looked as confused as I felt, but my patience was running thin and I did not have time to let her work out whatever she was going through.  Before thinking my actions through, I stepped forward and took her by the shoulder; fully intending on shaking the answers from her.



“Answer me, woman!” 



She smiled a genuine smile and opened her mouth to speak, but all that came out was a gargled spray of blood that splattered across my face.  My eyes widened as the trialed down her bodice to the pointed end of a blade protruding through her chest. 



Too late, I realized, that there was still another assassin loose on the grounds, a now another price must be paid. 



Blood red eyes held mine from over her shoulder, a cruel smile held firm on his face.  He winked at me before he twisted the blade and jerked it from her back.  The demoness let out a wet, choking sound as he legs failed her and she sank to the ground with a dull thud. 



I watched in absolute horror as blood ran like a raging river from her chest, but that horror quickly gave way to fury.   Without giving him warning I drew Bakusaiga and thrust it deep into his chest.  He would not recover from a wound from my sword and he would not die swiftly.  I wanted him to suffer. 



As he slid to the ground, unable to move from the poison flowing within him, I turned my attention back to the woman at my feet.  It was obvious she was in great pain and yet she was struggling with slippery fingers to remove her mask. 



“Let me help you.”  I told her, moving to kneel beside her.



She mumbled something then, garbled and distorted, but it sounded like she called me ‘Maru’, but that was impossible.  There was only one person walking the earth that has ever called me that name and lived to tell about it and that was….



As I pulled the final strap free of the wooden mask that kept her face hidden, the scent of her blood finally wafted to my nose.  Muddled, I dropped her mask to the floor and stood horrified, elated and angry. 



“RIN!”  I cried as I pulled my long lost wife to my chest; nuzzling her hair. 



I had to be dreaming again, I just had to be.  But the warm blood that spilled from her body didn’t lie and I quickly understood that this was no dream…



It was my nightmare.